Oh, gilly                        billy,

It’s hard to find words      that can express it. Maybe,

That blue flame in my heart, that perennial desire to feel your skin,

That flutter in your eyes, that feeling dancing in my stomach,

Letting me know I found you, can only be vaguely drawn with words.

I can only outline its silhouette, sketch around its shadow with chalk.

Any attempt to explain it seems like an insult to its unseen depths.

An unbroken seal, a water droplet so heavy, so reflective,

That the spinning core remains hidden from the material world.

But I know you understand it, because you share this with me.

To be able to hold your hand, to kiss your lips, to carry you with me,

To share our deepest fears, our rawest emotions, our vision of the future,

To wrap your body around mine, and mine with yours, permanently intertwined,

Makes me wonder what kind of immortal debt I must owe to the gods.

But if there truly aren’t such things, at least I know,

the cosmos are not indifferent to us. That there must be a reason,

Why our paths crossed and changed our lives forever.

To be so lucky to have found you,

puts my worldly worries to rest.

Partners in love and in life,

We will conquer this world.

I love you always

my one and only

gillybilly.

- Cameron <3